Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
"Put a blanket."
barren land
all that is to say
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
and the fake qualifier
propensity within someone
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
currently
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
what do you think my name is