barren land
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
it is hopeful
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
idk
that looks like my instagram account
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
really i want the internet
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
so an active mazelike process
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
much more tactility
no longer writing in the third person
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
you cannot feed someone truth
your feed looks like my tumblr
autonomy of learning
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate