i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

we can only engage in such a way

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

division of reality is straying away from it

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Thank you, Jack

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

autonomy of learning

Lift Analysis

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful 

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i am quite illiterate on producing technology

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

yeah

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

no like which do people call me

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

idk

that looks like my instagram account

your feed looks like my tumblr

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

ahnaf abrar

it is hopeful

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its good short few pages