"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Today I felt like starting

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

hiding from the rain

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

barren land

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

magnetisation/form

Rain, starting

its performative

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

Picture

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

autonomy of learning

not their contents

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41