Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Today I felt like starting
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
its performative
currently
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
Thank you, Jack
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
bro i read nothing in my life
you cannot feed someone truth
abrar?
i have read not even 1 book
no like which do people call me
isaac newton
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
feel you
god being the centre magnet
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then