so at the end

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

13, H, grate


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

kind of mythopoesis

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Can I see

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no longer writing in the third person

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Thank you, Jack

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