Slug

or never left

i love it here

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

thank you

i understand

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

fw

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

yeah

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

no longer writing in the third person

plato

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

is this you as well

i was tempted to lie about my name

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i have read not even 1 book

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.

that looks like my instagram account

Rain, starting

IWGD

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.