2 (actually index). two is company

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

hiding from the rain

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Picture

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

in a post. I want to be remembered

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

was it worth it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

autonomy of learning

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation


i really havent

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

you cannot feed someone truth

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

and the fake qualifier

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models