no longer writing in the third person

lol

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Better Lift

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

IWGD

Today I felt like starting

hiding from the rain

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Rain, starting

Thank you, Jack

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Lift Analysis

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Better Lift

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

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so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged