with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."