This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
Better Lift
lol yea
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
it is hopeful
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
all that is to say
currently
much more tactility
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
As we're stood there I notice a middle-aged woman staring at us across the room. I'm trying to catch her gaze, but its kind of vacant. I guess she sees me looking and considers it to be an invitation. She floats over to us in this strange dazed way, and on the approach I realise she's staring at (through?) my Korean colleague / fresh meat. She's saying wow, wow, wow. She seems genuinely so delighted, so shocked, so elated.
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.
really i want the internet
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
not their contents
no longer writing in the third person