Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Rain, starting

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Better Lift

autonomy of learning

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Worse Lift

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

but really the thing should be autonomous

...

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i want to do that too

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

bro i read nothing in my life

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

we need to be deconstructing our identities

bro i read nothing in my life

abrar?

like first name

and the fake qualifier

god being the centre magnet

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation