we can only engage in such a way

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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kind of mythopoesis

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet


somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

autonomy of learning

it is hopeful

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

Worse Lift

currently

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything


no longer writing in the third person

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

so the method has to be autonomous

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

...

its good short few pages

bro i read nothing in my life

i see a website

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

yeah