I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

that looks like my instagram account

and the fake qualifier

is this you as well

ahnaf abrar

plato

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

god being the centre magnet

currently

its good

hiding from the rain

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

i dont understand magnetisation

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i understand

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

no longer writing in the third person

Rain, starting

it is hopeful

abrar?

sorry i am texting like a slav

It Will Get Lighter

IWGD

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

in a post. I want to be remembered

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

yeah

so an active mazelike process

FOUNDING DOCUMENT