I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

"Put a blanket."

Thank you, Jack

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

yes

and the fake qualifier

we can only engage in such a way

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos