no i haven't really read anything

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

whats your name?

so an active mazelike process

what do you mean

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

and the fake qualifier

we can only engage in such a way

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

autonomy of learning

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i understand

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

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there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

hello reader,

no longer writing in the third person

was it worth it

December 2025

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Today I felt like starting

...

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

wait what is that

part of an old note. It will get lighter.