i dont understand magnetisation
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise
this is going to be awful.
Picture
we can only engage in such a way
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge
management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
your feed looks like my tumblr
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
so the method has to be autonomous
no
longer writing in the third person
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
FOUNDING DOCUMENT
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of
course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that
diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new
words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He
asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good
at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was
called Pimlico Rats.
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
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