propensity within someone

no longer writing in the third person

"Put a blanket."

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.
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Windrush Art Kid Oligarch