somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

all that is to say

we can only engage in such a way

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i see a website

much more tactility

but really the thing should be autonomous

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

as in

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

kind of mythopoesis

so at the end

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

...

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

...



and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging