mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

hiding from the rain

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

It Will Get Lighter

But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf abrar

we need to be deconstructing our identities

its good