I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Better Lift

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

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i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

kind of mythopoesis

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

really i want the internet

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so at the end

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

lol

magnetisation/form

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

so an active mazelike process

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

we can only engage in such a way