it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

plato

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Rain, starting

in a post. I want to be remembered

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Worse Lift

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.




there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I am below everything.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Better Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49