I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Worse Lift

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

It Will Get Lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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it is hopeful


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Better Lift

in a post. I want to be remembered

IWGD

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Style

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Picture

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

It Will Get Lighter


no longer writing in the third person

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.


i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

I am below everything.