yeah

hiding from the rain

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

as in

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

It Will Get Lighter

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Lift Analysis

i see a website

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

what do you think my name is

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

feel you

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

"Put a blanket."

13, H, grate

your feed looks like my tumblr

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

lol yea

no i haven't really read anything