a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building.
He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
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brb i will read and reply sincerely
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved
but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT
to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over
it will mean that they can stop it.
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent
real but its very manifestation
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
