hiding from the rain

much more tactility

all that is to say

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

division of reality is straying away from it

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

not their contents

magnetisation/form

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

feel you

and the fake qualifier

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Rain, starting

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

I Write Goodbye Letter

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

send link

whats your name?

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

It's

dusk

was it worth it

its good short few pages