the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

god being the centre magnet

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

idk

It Will Get Lighter

its good

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i want to do that too

It's

dusk

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

your feed looks like my tumblr

i see a website

yeah

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

currently

13, H, grate

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

like magnets

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.