something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

bro i read nothing in my life

isaac

so at the end

have you read

no i haven't really read anything

i understand

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i dont understand magnetisation

isaac newton

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

and the fake qualifier

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

its performative

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

much more tactility

its good

propensity within someone

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

plato

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

like magnets

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation