"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
no longer writing in the third person
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
."Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Today I felt like starting
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Better Lift
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
which magnetises chains of pins
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
feel you
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
no like which do people call me
sorry i am texting like a slav
yeah
all that is to say
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
currently