The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

thank you

that looks like my instagram account

all that is to say

its good short few pages

no i haven't really read anything

and the fake qualifier

much more tactility

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

you cannot feed someone truth

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

what do you mean

abrar?

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

was it worth it

in a post. I want to be remembered

so at the end

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

13, H, grate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

division of reality is straying away from it

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books