ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i have read not even 1 book

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

as in

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

magnetisation/form

or never left

yeah

much more tactility

its performative

lol

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

what do you mean

i really havent

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

plato

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

IWGD

really i want the internet

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

its good

i really havent

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.