was it worth it

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

as in

lol

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

magnetises a pin

13, H, grate


in a post. I want to be remembered

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

that looks like my instagram account

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i have read not even 1 book

It Will Get Lighter

really i want the internet

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

no longer writing in the third person

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

plato

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


"Put a blanket."

i dont understand magnetisation

ion

hiding from the rain

yeah

autonomy of learning