it is hopeful

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i see a website

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

its good

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

plato

thank you

its good

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

in a post. I want to be remembered

ion

which magnetises chains of pins

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

division of reality is straying away from it

magnetises a pin

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

god being the centre magnet

but really the thing should be autonomous

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

that looks like my instagram account

much more tactility

so the method has to be autonomous

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


no i haven't really read anything

isaac

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

autonomy of learning