as in

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

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like first name

isaac newton

was it worth it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its performative

autonomy of learning

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and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

I Write Goodbye Letter

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i understand

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

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it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

much more tactility

hello reader,

that looks like my instagram account

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

bro i read nothing in my life

wait what is that