i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

I am below everything.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

you cannot feed someone truth

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

have you read

god being the centre magnet

its good

i understand

lol

its good

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

magnetises a pin

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

we can only engage in such a way

which magnetises chains of pins

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

that looks like my instagram account

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

autonomy of learning

Thank you, Jack

Today I felt like starting

what do you mean

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

its performative

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.