i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

I am below everything.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

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I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

it is hopeful

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

It Will Get Lighter

IWGD

13, H, grate

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

brb i will read and reply sincerely

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

so the method has to be autonomous

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."