a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

wait what is that

like first name

what do you think my name is

December 2025

It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf abrar

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

and the fake qualifier

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

magnetisation/form

you have a beautiful account btw

really i want the internet

was it worth it

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

the site i am dreaming

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

was it worth it

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

in a post. I want to be remembered

abrar?

no like which do people call me

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

division of reality is straying away from it

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

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i have read not even 1 book