"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

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Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

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the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

hiding from the rain

i see a website

kind of mythopoesis

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

no longer writing in the third person

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me. The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

or never left

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

propensity within someone

not their contents

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting