not their contents

It Will Get Lighter

you cannot feed someone truth

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

Today I felt like starting

no longer writing in the third person

propensity within someone


in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

IWGD

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

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One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

"Put a blanket."

as in

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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