After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

no longer writing in the third person

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Style

it is hopeful

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

currently

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

but really the thing should be autonomous

its good short few pages

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

its good