that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Rain, starting

yes

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

13, H, grate

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Today I felt like starting

"No, it'll get cold!" "Put a tut ahh put a-"

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Style

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me