but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

division of reality is straying away from it

autonomy of learning

so the method has to be autonomous

all that is to say

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

as in

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

its good

i love it here

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

plato

not their contents

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

feel you

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

propensity within someone

so at the end

idk

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

was it worth it

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.