ion
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
really i want the internet
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
all that is to say
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.so an active mazelike process
it is hopeful
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
feel you
i have read not even 1 book
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.
was it worth it
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
and the fake qualifier
no like which do people call me
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
your feed looks like my tumblr
wait what is that
but i respect your search
you cannot feed someone truth