way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

division of reality is straying away from it

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It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

It Will Get Lighter

is everyoneback on tumblr now

December 2025

no longer writing in the third person

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

send link

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Rain, starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

As we're stood there I notice a middle-aged woman staring at us across the room. I'm trying to catch her gaze, but its kind of vacant. I guess she sees me looking and considers it to be an invitation. She floats over to us in this strange dazed way, and on the approach I realise she's staring at (through?) my Korean colleague / fresh meat. She's saying wow, wow, wow. She seems genuinely so delighted, so shocked, so elated.

lol yea


that looks like my instagram account

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

really i want the internet

A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

send your tumblr

what do you mean


okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books