so the method has to be autonomous
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
we can only engage in such a way
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
really i want the internet
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
so at the end
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
no longer writing in the third person
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
much more tactility
autonomy of learning
hiding from the rain
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
so an active mazelike process
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.