Rain, starting

but really the thing should be autonomous

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Thank you, Jack

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Better Lift

you cannot feed someone truth

much more tactility

its performative

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Lift Analysis

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

we can only engage in such a way

Can I see

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

propensity within someone

"Put a blanket."

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

as in

It Will Get Lighter

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

i really havent

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

i have read not even 1 book