it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Better Lift

"Put a blanket."

its good

its good short few pages

lol

so an active mazelike process

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

much more tactility

its good