There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

much more tactility

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

autonomy of learning

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

bro i read nothing in my life

magnetises a pin

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

its good

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i dont understand magnetisation

you cannot feed someone truth

not their contents

lol

no i haven't really read anything

its performative

as in

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

isaac newton

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i have read not even 1 book

i understand

bro i read nothing in my life

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

like magnets

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

what do you mean

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