I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

no longer writing in the third person

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

idk

or never left

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

autonomy of learning

its good

was it worth it

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

sorry i am texting like a slav

all that is to say

i understand

like first name

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Better Lift

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation