i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

division of reality is straying away from it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

you cannot feed someone truth

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

much more tactility

magnetisation/form

not their contents

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so an active mazelike process

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

as in

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Rain, starting

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Picture

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

barren land

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

was it worth it

13, H, grate

bro i read nothing in my life

hiding from the rain

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

wait what is that

IWGD